10.4.99

In a bit of an odd mood today, came home after eating and chatting with Jacob about Life, the Universe, and Everything. But our lives in particular. I suppose it did me some good, but it still didn't put me in a better mood; I'm still suffering from the teenage angst that attacks at the most inopportune times-i.e. in the middle of Latin Club, or whilst kneading some yeast bread in Foreign Cuisine.
But, anyways, that picture sums up the way I've been feeling fairly well. Here, this house in Chapel Hill, this is home, and CHHS is home, but they've suddenly turned cold and empty and devoid of life, and the only way I can avoid freezing with them is to escape somewhere else...far away from my parents, my friends, and everything that my life has been up to this point.